Even though our state has medical marijuana legalized, my job does not allow me to have marijuana in my system ever. It seems unfair, but I have a very important job to do. I work on the electronic systems for jet planes. My mind has to be clear and free at all times. If I miss a single important step, it could cost hundreds of people their lives. Still, I have a lot of anxiety every day and every night. I can control my terrible anxiety at work usually, unless something happens to trigger an episode. Things are bad at home, when I’m alone by myself. Luckily, I found that CBD oils work great for me. CBD oils have cannabinoids in them, and the cannabinoids attached to our brains natural receptors. It helps to create a euphoric and calm feeling. I never use CBD oils in the morning before work. I do keep some CBD edible gummies in my truck, so I can have some on the drive home. By the time I get back to my apartment, I usually feel calm and relaxed. Some of my friends at work still have a prescription for medical marijuana. I know they don;t come to work under the influence of marijuana, but if something happens at work, they will probably get fired. If they ever have to complete a random drug test, they won’t pass. Noone will have excuses if they find cannabis in their urine. I don’t want to worry about that with my job, so I’m happy to stick with that CBD oils and edibles.