For the past year or more, there just seems to be something missing.
I work a lot and I am thankful to have a job that pays pretty decently.
Although, I don’t really love my task and never really have. It’s like I go to the office because I have to make the money. Not everything about the task is bad but it’s particularly not my passion. That got me thinking back to when I had a passion. That was a time when I was in graduate school. And I was also using recreational cannabis fairly often. It was a time when I was also studying a passion of mine with an aim to make it my life’s work. Then I was offered a good position and out went my passion along with the recreational weed. What a shame I allowed that to happen. For many years now, I have felt trapped in my job. I need the work to support life plus all that. I started seeing a therapist who treats men like me with a much more holistic approach. Part of it included a trip to the marijuana dispensary. There I was able to get access to legal cannabis in order to stop some of my issues. A fantastic deal of the holistic process is getting truthful about what I want in my life. And the addition of legal cannabis from the cannabis dispensary gives me an ability to really sit with myself. Using legal weed has helped me change my perspective and become more real with people. I’m even considering looking for another task that reflects my graduate work. Life is exciting and real again thanks to legal weed.