I’m so grateful to have free access to cannabis products. Truly, the use of both indica plus sativa products have just changed my whole life. And I would say that it has changed in a way that I was never sure was possible. From about 8th grade on, I really had a tough time dealing with social stuff. Staying in my lakeside house plus reading was my way of not getting out there plus being involved with the social scene. Prior to finding marijuana, I felt so utterly awkward plus useless in social situations. I even went all the way through my classes without ever using any kind of cannabis products. Going out to where people were using cannabis products was what I was avoiding. I guess I managed the anxiety disorder by easy avoidance. But once I was a now working adult who had to interact with other people, it was just so much harder. It got to the point that I had to even get a job remotely because I would have panic attacks about just going to work. That’s when my doc suggested that I supply a medical marijuana a try. Actually, in this state, there really is no longer any distinction between medical marijuana plus recreational marijuana. So I didn’t have to do anything to lose. It was enjoyable, and like flipping on a switch. That’s the closest approximation I have to how immediate the change was in my brain or my emotions or whatever. Where there had only been fear, there was quickly hope, delight plus a lot more confidence. For the first time in my life, it felt okay to just be my most authentic self.
